N 0 V V 3 M B Æ R / M M X i 1 I
1. Yearning
Brian left
because of my sadness
it was too much for him
and his optimism
So I started over
talked to Nick again
only as a friend
I want to be with him
but there’s no possibility
so I’ll search
until I find someone
I guess
Keep thinking about Brandon and Barrett
and how it could have worked
but my mind draws a blank
and it saddens me so
Don’t know if I’ll be happy
again
2. Faded/Black
Looking in all the web
but no one is there
No sense of hope
to keep me warm
So I’ll settle for the black.
3. Rested
School is just about done
And my heart has lost its step
maybe after the break
I will be rested to continue
Will I be rested?
Everything is uncertain
and I just want to stop
Lie and sleep forever
In no ones arms
Brian left
because of my sadness
it was too much for him
and his optimism
So I started over
talked to Nick again
only as a friend
I want to be with him
but there’s no possibility
so I’ll search
until I find someone
I guess
Keep thinking about Brandon and Barrett
and how it could have worked
but my mind draws a blank
and it saddens me so
Don’t know if I’ll be happy
again
2. Faded/Black
Looking in all the web
but no one is there
No sense of hope
to keep me warm
So I’ll settle for the black.
3. Rested
School is just about done
And my heart has lost its step
maybe after the break
I will be rested to continue
Will I be rested?
Everything is uncertain
and I just want to stop
Lie and sleep forever
In no ones arms